Well the time has come. I happened to have the extreme misfortune of not having the strength to prevent myself from braking edge as of January 13, 2008 around 3:00 in the a.m.
I had irresponsible sex with my ex-girlfriend, a girl I had no intention of beginning a relationship with.
I feel absolutely pitiful. I fell as though my whole time as a straight edge individual was a lie. All that time I spent taking pride in something that I didn't even act on in my own life.
I know that I'm not a frequent poster and really didn't have a recognizable voice on this forum, but I would just like to say thank-you. I am deeply moved that so many people around the world still stick with this wonderful lifestyle. I salute all of you who are stronger than me.
I still plan to continue a drug free lifestyle. Thats one thing that will never change.
Thank-you and Farewell
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