Originally Posted by gatsaw
ok, it sounds like the people around you are asses who canīt see anything else than the old you, but then again you have yourself to blame. it wasnīt them who made you start to do drugs or drink was it? it was you who choose to start to do drugs, but it was also you who decided to stop and that has to give your old friends som clues of who youīre now. otherwise i think that they are stupid, narrowminded fucks who i one way arenīt better than the junkies in the world. i know that most people donīt think the way i do, but if you just show the new you and maybe stop going to all the parties where everybody get stoned and drunk, then maybe youīll get some of your old friends and reputaition back. it might not be enough just to stop doing drugs, youīll probably have to break some other habits.
and for god sake youīre only thirteen, why did you even start in the first place?