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05-19-2005, 02:07 AM
straightXed

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

that's easy to do for people who have lots of friends. i don't. i've got 15 stoners who love me to death but can't respect my descision to become straight edge. i've tried making clean friends but most of them think i'm still on drugs and don't like my background. i can't do anything to change people's views about me since it is true that i used to do drugs and i would come high to class and on acid trips but whatever i'll try and maybe they'll learn to respect me like i respect them.

Well if you can't do anything to change what people think then you're fucked really aren't you.
05-19-2005, 07:27 PM
SpikesTheRebel

Same shit here in OC. Every single party I go to has shitloads of alcohol and weed. I don't throw parties A. i live in a small ass duplex and B. some fuckers are always going to bring shit. I'm in 8th grade too and iunno if they think it is cool and rebelious or what it gets annyoing. I mean once you become edge you also begin to see interbeauty I have found. To many people dwell on a persons appearance when it is their personality you are supposed to fall in love with not their looks. Only me and 1 other girl at my school are edge but at the highschool like 1/3rd of the people i've met are edge. But yeah wait till highschool you will probably meet alot more edge people.
05-19-2005, 10:44 PM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by SpikesTheRebel

Same shit here in OC. Every single party I go to has shitloads of alcohol and weed. I don't throw parties A. i live in a small ass duplex and B. some fuckers are always going to bring shit. I'm in 8th grade too and iunno if they think it is cool and rebelious or what it gets annyoing. I mean once you become edge you also begin to see interbeauty I have found. To many people dwell on a persons appearance when it is their personality you are supposed to fall in love with not their looks. Only me and 1 other girl at my school are edge but at the highschool like 1/3rd of the people i've met are edge. But yeah wait till highschool you will probably meet alot more edge people.

i hope so man cause like i'm bored to death here, there's nothing to do here except get hgh and go to parties to get high especially now that school is done. man the summer is gonna suck here cause like last summer my friends got into drugs and now they won't do anything but smoke weed all day. they won't take me surfing any more or to the beach or anything. it might sound selfish but those stupid drugs took my friends away and that fukin sucks. and since i can't seem to find any clean friends who will accept me i'm stuck at these guys houses watching them smoke, then drink, the puke, then get horny, and after that whole wasted afternoon they take me out at night to get more weed from their dealer! This is how fucked up my life is!! and then when finally i find a decent boy who will accept me on the first day he asks to have sex with me!!! THIS IS HOW FUCKED UP MY LIFE IS!!! and on top of that whole pile of shit i got my parents who won't take me to sXe gigs or concerts, won't let me buy the shirts, nothing they tink that sXe is some type of a cult and they don't approve of it but whatever. so seriously like miami isn't all its cracked up to be seriously it FUKIN SUCKS!!
05-19-2005, 11:39 PM
SpikesTheRebel

you still have scarface and gloria estefan. and cubans and puerto ricans.
05-20-2005, 08:04 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by SpikesTheRebel

you still have scarface and gloria estefan. and cubans and puerto ricans.

ya well when my parents put me in rehab for like a month (i don't know why my mom thought i was like addicted) the principal of the school sent out letters to the parents of the students about my condition!! And do u really think those cuban'/puerto rican parents are gonna let their sons/daughters hang out with an ex junkie? NO those parents look at me with disgust and gossip about me behind my back, i know cause they didn't know my mom and once she came to school and they started saying crap about me to her.MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE GUTS TO STAND UP FOR ME AND TELL THEM I WAS HER DAUGHTER!! but whatever llike those cubans and puertoricans haven't done drugs!please, my cuban neighbor has a marijuana plant growing in his bak yard. but whatever i won't judge cause i don't wanna be judged.
05-20-2005, 09:37 AM
straightXed

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

ya well when my parents put me in rehab for like a month (i don't know why my mom thought i was like addicted) the principal of the school sent out letters to the parents of the students about my condition!! And do u really think those cuban'/puerto rican parents are gonna let their sons/daughters hang out with an ex junkie? NO those parents look at me with disgust and gossip about me behind my back, i know cause they didn't know my mom and once she came to school and they started saying crap about me to her.MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE GUTS TO STAND UP FOR ME AND TELL THEM I WAS HER DAUGHTER!! but whatever llike those cubans and puertoricans haven't done drugs!please, my cuban neighbor has a marijuana plant growing in his bak yard. but whatever i won't judge cause i don't wanna be judged.

Awwww, its sounds like a really hard life.
05-20-2005, 09:42 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by straightXed

Awwww, its sounds like a really hard life.

nawall i'm saying is that my life is really fucked up but i'm cool with it. since i can't do anything to change the way people look at me or the way my life is, i just have to adjust to it. i just don't care anymore, actuially looking back on ligfe is pretty funny i'm such a pathtic loser and i don't even care.

"soy un perdedor, i'm a loser baby so why don't u kill me" - Beck
05-20-2005, 09:55 AM
gatsaw

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

nawall i'm saying is that my life is really fucked up but i'm cool with it. since i can't do anything to change the way people look at me or the way my life is, i just have to adjust to it. i just don't care anymore, actuially looking back on ligfe is pretty funny i'm such a pathtic loser and i don't even care.

"soy un perdedor, i'm a loser baby so why don't u kill me" - Beck

do you really think that you can´t do anything to change the way people look at you or the way your life is? i think it sounds sad that you have given up on yourself and don´t care what people think about you anymore, but then again i´m also human and therefore know that it´s easier to just say things then to do it.
05-20-2005, 10:05 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by gatsaw

do you really think that you can´t do anything to change the way people look at you or the way your life is? i think it sounds sad that you have given up on yourself and don´t care what people think about you anymore, but then again i´m also human and therefore know that it´s easier to just say things then to do it.

i really have tried like i've a pretty good student, i don't gossip, i don't bitch, i don't cuss a lot, i'm nice to everyone and their parents but yet all they can seem to look at is the fact that i used to smoke it's like they can't get over it. i lost all my clean friend when i started doing drugs and now they won't even look at me. and i can't change the way my life is cause what can i do. i stopped drinking and i stopped doing drugs and i stopped skipping school and i became straight edge so i have tried changing my life. i haven't completely given up on my self yet i just don't care as much. its like i have a huge sign on my forehead sying EX JUNKIE and no one can get past that
05-20-2005, 10:15 AM
xsecx

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

i really have tried like i've a pretty good student, i don't gossip, i don't bitch, i don't cuss a lot, i'm nice to everyone and their parents but yet all they can seem to look at is the fact that i used to smoke it's like they can't get over it. i lost all my clean friend when i started doing drugs and now they won't even look at me. and i can't change the way my life is cause what can i do. i stopped drinking and i stopped doing drugs and i stopped skipping school and i became straight edge so i have tried changing my life. i haven't completely given up on my self yet i just don't care as much. its like i have a huge sign on my forehead sying EX JUNKIE and no one can get past that

this will change as you get older. honestly.
05-20-2005, 10:18 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by xsecx

this will change as you get older. honestly.

i'm crossing my fingers
05-20-2005, 10:20 AM
xsecx

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

i'm crossing my fingers

you're what 14?
05-20-2005, 10:22 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by xsecx

you're what 14?

naw i'm 13 that's mainly the reason parents look down on me they think i've screwed up my life so early
05-20-2005, 10:26 AM
gatsaw

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Originally Posted by spelltheo

i really have tried like i've a pretty good student, i don't gossip, i don't bitch, i don't cuss a lot, i'm nice to everyone and their parents but yet all they can seem to look at is the fact that i used to smoke it's like they can't get over it. i lost all my clean friend when i started doing drugs and now they won't even look at me. and i can't change the way my life is cause what can i do. i stopped drinking and i stopped doing drugs and i stopped skipping school and i became straight edge so i have tried changing my life. i haven't completely given up on my self yet i just don't care as much. its like i have a huge sign on my forehead sying EX JUNKIE and no one can get past that

ok, it sounds like the people around you are asses who can´t see anything else than the old you, but then again you have yourself to blame. it wasn´t them who made you start to do drugs or drink was it? it was you who choose to start to do drugs, but it was also you who decided to stop and that has to give your old friends som clues of who you´re now. otherwise i think that they are stupid, narrowminded fucks who i one way aren´t better than the junkies in the world. i know that most people don´t think the way i do, but if you just show the new you and maybe stop going to all the parties where everybody get stoned and drunk, then maybe you´ll get some of your old friends and reputaition back. it might not be enough just to stop doing drugs, you´ll probably have to break some other habits.
and for god sake you´re only thirteen, why did you even start in the first place?
05-20-2005, 10:36 AM
spelltheo

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Originally Posted by gatsaw

ok, it sounds like the people around you are asses who can´t see anything else than the old you, but then again you have yourself to blame. it wasn´t them who made you start to do drugs or drink was it? it was you who choose to start to do drugs, but it was also you who decided to stop and that has to give your old friends som clues of who you´re now. otherwise i think that they are stupid, narrowminded fucks who i one way aren´t better than the junkies in the world. i know that most people don´t think the way i do, but if you just show the new you and maybe stop going to all the parties where everybody get stoned and drunk, then maybe you´ll get some of your old friends and reputaition back. it might not be enough just to stop doing drugs, you´ll probably have to break some other habits.
and for god sake you´re only thirteen, why did you even start in the first place?

well i started going to high school parties since i was like 11 cause my ex was a drummer of a small band that would play at house parties and stuff. He was heavily into acid but he never tried to get me into it. at the parties there would be alot of weed going around and once i found my ex (at that time my boyfriend) having sex with some slut and i was so sad that i just didn't care and i smoked some. after that i started getting invited to a lot of parties where we would all just smoke weed. then i started getting into it so much that i would skip school and not go home just stay over at my dealer's house and stuff. i strted becoming clean after i had ben on weed like for 6months and i started getting real sick but then during the summer a lot of my summer surfer friends got me back into it and i was kicked of the surf team when the coach noticed i was coming high to practice. then a lot of shit happened at one party and i decided i would finally quit. i've been clean for over a year ya and i've stopped drinking alcohol for like 3 months.

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