so, i say

[drughate_vegan]

hi everyone.
i am really done.
my full-self has been emploded and that's all i can stand.
i care too much.. so i hurts too much.
i never meant to cause any conflict - i know it's really not as bad as it seems..
i just have shit to put up with now..
life.
sXe always.
- marc

[SgtD]

hi everyone.
i am really done.
my full-self has been emploded and that's all i can stand.
i care too much.. so i hurts too much.
i never meant to cause any conflict - i know it's really not as bad as it seems..
i just have shit to put up with now..
life.
sXe always.
- marc
you still don't get it do you?

[xsecx]

what's a full-self? and how can you care so much about something you never took the time to learn about and be an actual apart of?

[drughate_vegan]

what's a full-self?
a full self is an entire 'you' - not just a portion of what you allow yourself to be stuck in. for example, we all have multiple peronalities and desires and wishes -- but, too many of us DECIDE to only allowone of us to shine through -- loudly and ultimately. does that make you sure? or worth? or significant? probably not.. it makes you stuck and set in your way-- afraid of change and afraid to listen.
[/QUOTE]and how can you care so much about something you never took the time to learn about and be an actual apart of?[/QUOTE]
i could ask the same of you of this world as a whole.

[xsecx]

a full self is an entire 'you' - not just a portion of what you allow yourself to be stuck in. for example, we all have multiple peronalities and desires and wishes -- but, too many of us DECIDE to only allowone of us to shine through -- loudly and ultimately. does that make you sure? or worth? or significant? probably not.. it makes you stuck and set in your way-- afraid of change and afraid to listen.


thanks for proving that you're completely crazy.



i could ask the same of you of this world as a whole.

except that it wouldn't make any sense to. there is no way in any scenario you have anything to do with straight edge, or ever have. Have you ever been to a show? Have you interacted with a large group of edge kids at any time in any actual literal place?

[drughate_vegan]

thanks for proving that you're completely crazy.?
okay.



except that it wouldn't make any sense to. there is no way in any scenario you have anything to do with straight edge, or ever have. Have you ever been to a show? Have you interacted with a large group of edge kids at any time in any actual literal place?
actually i have been to shows and have known plenty of edge kids. back in dallas

[keithxXx]

okay.



actually i have been to shows and have known plenty of edge kids. back in dallas
weren't you the one that said that he dosen't know any edge people, and that you created it ?

[stepinsideissue]

what's a full-self? and how can you care so much about something you never took the time to learn about and be an actual apart of?

That's when you eat too much at the buffet.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]a full self is an entire 'you' - not just a portion of what you allow yourself to be stuck in. for example, we all have multiple peronalities and desires and wishes -- but, too many of us DECIDE to only allowone of us to shine through -- loudly and ultimately. does that make you sure? or worth? or significant? probably not.. it makes you stuck and set in your way-- afraid of change and afraid to listen.

I'm pretty sure that there is only one me in my head. If you have a problem with multiple personalities maybe you should be talking to a "shrink" and not us. I don't buy this any more than I buy that you invented sXe.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]a full self is an entire 'you' - not just a portion of what you allow yourself to be stuck in. for example, we all have multiple peronalities and desires and wishes -- but, too many of us DECIDE to only allowone of us to shine through -- loudly and ultimately. does that make you sure? or worth? or significant? probably not.. it makes you stuck and set in your way-- afraid of change and afraid to listen.

I'm pretty sure that there is only one me in my head. If you have a problem with multiple personalities maybe you should be talking to a "shrink" and not us. I don't buy this any more than I buy that you invented sXe.

ok.. but YOU aremore than one aspect. and if you say you are not, then that is a lie. not one person in existance can be just one-dimensional.. unless they are dead. we all have personality traits and characteristics that are who we are.. and we have more than one.. and those are what make us multiple in personlaity. it isn't insanity.. it's the contrary.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]

ok.. but YOU aremore than one aspect. and if you say you are not, then that is a lie. not one person in existance can be just one-dimensional.. unless they are dead. we all have personality traits and characteristics that are who we are.. and we have more than one.. and those are what make us multiple in personlaity. it isn't insanity.. it's the contrary.

Being a completely emotionaly detatched person I tend to disagree.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]

Being a completely emotionaly detatched person I tend to disagree.
that's a lie.. if you were completely emotionally detached you would have not buisness here spouting your opinion.. fore, that too is based on emotions. all things are.

[xsecx]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
that's a lie.. if you were completely emotionally detached you would have not buisness here spouting your opinion.. fore, that too is based on emotions. all things are.

can you at least be consistant with your bullshit?

[straightXed]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
that's a lie.. if you were completely emotionally detached you would have not buisness here spouting your opinion.. fore, that too is based on emotions. all things are.

Or preprogrammed ideology of someone else, don't you ever watch sci-fi?

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
that's a lie.. if you were completely emotionally detached you would have not buisness here spouting your opinion.. fore, that too is based on emotions. all things are.


Opinion comes from thought not emotion. Emotions usually occur with out thought. There fore the two are completely separate things. I can sit here and read items posted by other people and formulate educated responses with out becomeing emotionaly envolved. There are times where I chose not to though. Reporters when writing a story do they not just report the story without adding their own emotions to the story? In my field of work you tend to not let emotion get in the way of your rational thinking. You detatch because if you become too emotionally envolved you can't do the job right.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


Opinion comes from thought not emotion. Emotions usually occur with out thought. There fore the two are completely separate things. I can sit here and read items posted by other people and formulate educated responses with out becomeing emotionaly envolved. There are times where I chose not to though. Reporters when writing a story do they not just report the story without adding their own emotions to the story? In my field of work you tend to not let emotion get in the way of your rational thinking. You detatch because if you become too emotionally envolved you can't do the job right.
well, yeah.. if you were simply reading a script then that takes no emotion..
so, what script are you reciting from? otherwise, your responses are from you..
and yes, thoughts come from emotions.. what else would they come from? if you were not emotionally involved, then you would not respond.. or you would just respond with blankness and silence. but you don't.. you use your voice.. and that's a damn good thing to use.. and that voice comes from within you.. from your thoughts, emotions and all things having to do with what you feel. they are all connected as one-- as you are,, unless you are a fraud of the self.. and only like to lie, then you have to respond with sincerity and that includes emotions.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
well, yeah.. if you were simply reading a script then that takes no emotion..
so, what script are you reciting from? otherwise, your responses are from you..
and yes, thoughts come from emotions.. what else would they come from? if you were not emotionally involved, then you would not respond.. or you would just respond with blankness and silence. but you don't.. you use your voice.. and that's a damn good thing to use.. and that voice comes from within you.. from your thoughts, emotions and all things having to do with what you feel. they are all connected as one-- as you are,, unless you are a fraud of the self.. and only like to lie, then you have to respond with sincerity and that includes emotions.


You sound like a really bad fortune cookie.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


You sound like a really bad fortune cookie.
and you sound like you have something to say

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
and you sound like you have something to say


Like what?

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


Like what?
how should i know?

[kelly]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


You sound like a really bad fortune cookie.
Ooh, I want that fortune cookie, it must be freakin' huge to fit all that bs.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
how should i know?


You were the one who said that it sounded like I had something to say. Remember?

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
Ooh, I want that fortune cookie, it must be freakin' huge to fit all that bs.


Hahahahahaha


Mmmmm big fortune cookie mmmmm..

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


You were the one who said that it sounded like I had something to say. Remember?
yes.. and all that means is that i felt like there was more you wanted to elaborate on.. i was simply mentioning a feeling of the moment of our discussion. was there more you wanted to say? if not-- that's cool. of course.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
yes.. and all that means is that i felt like there was more you wanted to elaborate on.. i was simply mentioning a feeling of the moment of our discussion. was there more you wanted to say? if not-- that's cool. of course.


What's the point?

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


What's the point?
my booty hurts

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
my booty hurts


Are you sure you're 27 yrs. old?

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]


Are you sure you're 27 yrs. old?
yes. but what does that have to do with anything?

[straightXed]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]
yes. but what does that have to do with anything?

It arose from the way you conducted yourself right before he asked the question.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]

It arose from the way you conducted yourself right before he asked the question.


Thank you.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]

It arose from the way you conducted yourself right before he asked the question.
alright. all i can respond with is that age is insignificant when it comes to life, as truth.

[straightXed]

[QUOTE=straightXed]
alright. all i can respond with is that age is insignificant when it comes to life, as truth.


Well i was just making it clear, you may want to address the person who finds your age questionable based on your behaviour and your statament should address your behaviour in relation to age as it is relative.

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=straightXed]
alright. all i can respond with is that age is insignificant when it comes to life, as truth.


I'd try to explain myself but you'd either say you don't believe me, talk yourself in circles for 30 posts, add words to my mouth that I didn't say, or say your booty hurts so again whats the point.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]
I'd try to explain myself but you'd either say you don't believe me, talk yourself in circles for 30 posts, add words to my mouth that I didn't say, or say your booty hurts so again whats the point.

all it is - is perception. that's all i speak of - and it is very general at that. yet, to make one simple point of understading of how my mind works ...
if there were not more than one truth - there would be no conflict... as in war, or racism, sexism.. you know, and those are just a few miniscule ideas that i can refer to. others might include the color of grass or trees. you and i may say "they're green.. for the most part." someone who sees them as red or blue - sincerely.. and not because of color blindness.. but because that is the true color of definition to them (be it insanity or whatever).. then that makes it true to them. and therefore, truth is subjective. and that is okay. but, i know that when it comes to straightedge.. and some other specifics in life, there is a definite definition and without that, you are either simply drug-free, or not, or whatever you are. get it?

[stepinsideissue]

[QUOTE=stepinsideissue]

all it is - is perception. that's all i speak of - and it is very general at that. yet, to make one simple point of understading of how my mind works ...
if there were not more than one truth - there would be no conflict... as in war, or racism, sexism.. you know, and those are just a few miniscule ideas that i can refer to. others might include the color of grass or trees. you and i may say "they're green.. for the most part." someone who sees them as red or blue - sincerely.. and not because of color blindness.. but because that is the true color of definition to them (be it insanity or whatever).. then that makes it true to them. and therefore, truth is subjective. and that is okay. but, i know that when it comes to straightedge.. and some other specifics in life, there is a definite definition and without that, you are either simply drug-free, or not, or whatever you are. get it?

un huh.

[drughate_vegan]

[QUOTE=drughate_vegan]

un huh.
right on.